by Carolyn Brooke

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What if I was filled with nothing
But blood and fat
Would you call me disguising
What if I told you I got sick a lot
Would you still spend time with me?
Or would that be too much?

Cuz I seem to get lonely like a child
In search of a pair of hands on mine
I seem to take what I can from others
Maybe I'm draining you of all your colors

What if I held on to everything
Instead of tossing it out
Too much around me gets cluttering
What if I stopped making wishes
And started rambling like I used to
I give myself permission


Too much indecision
I'm confused I'm unsure maybe
But I'm living for myself
I'm not perfect but I'm worth it maybe
And I've got to think through some things on my own



released June 18, 2016



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Carolyn Brooke Boston, Massachusetts

18 year old songwriter and youtuber from Boston, MA.

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